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this picture is beautiful
um no this is not beautiful. I don’t wanna look at that. The girl on the right is not beautiful, she’s unhealthy and unattractive. Let’s all be honest here.
you can’t tell how healthy someone is just by looking. that girl isn’t obese. she may be a bit overweight, but certainly not morbidly obese. you don’t know that she has any kind of health problems at all. you don’t know if she lives an active lifestyle. you don’t know if maybe she has a thyroid problem. you don’t know anything. most importantly, she LIKES her body. that’s why she wrote “Beautiful” on there. who are you to tear her down? it’s also just WAY TOO DAMN IRONIC for someone with an EATING DISORDER to fucking say that someone who may be a bit overweight is healthy. like having an eating disorder is healthy. shit. you should be happy for them because they are happy with themselves.
why can’t you tell if someone’s healthy just by looking at them? if you look at someone and see they have pus-ing scars all over their body, they’re probably not healthy. if you look at someone and see their eyes clearly have pinkeye, they’re probably not all that healthy at the moment. a thyroid problem also is a health problem. if you have one, it means you’re not healthy. i know two people who actually HAVE thyroid problems and they have to take medicine and it’s certainly not something “beautiful,” it sucks. i wouldn’t call lupus beautiful. not mention that thyroid problems are extremely rare and the overwhelming majority of people are fat because they’re they don’t eat remotely healthy and don’t exercise. can we stop pretending “everyone is beautiful.” everyone is not beautiful, that’s the type of bullshit that gets fed to us by companies like dove soap, to make them look a body-positive company while they’re off selling skin-whitening soap in india. some people just aren’t beautiful.
the girl on the right is not beautiful, she’s actually pretty fucking ugly.
you can tell if someone has an injury by looking at them. or see they have pink eye. or that maybe they have hurt themselves in the past. but you can’t tell if someone has cancer by looking at them. you can maybe tell if they’re in treatment. you can’t tell when someone has high cholesterol. you can’t tell when someone has plaque in their fucking arteries. you can’t tell. you cannot tell that that girl is unhealthy by looking at her. you can’t! you can’t tell her blood pressure by looking at her stomach. fuck that. you don’t know if she’s healthy or unhealthy. you CAN’T FUCKING TELL. so for one fucking second, let’s stop pretending that we know she’s unhealthy. shit.
and i like how you’re calling her ugly when you CAN’T EVEN SEE HER FUCKING FACE. YOU CAN’T SEE IT. WHAT THE FUCK?!
ugh! and pretty and ugly are not objective! your pretty may be someone else’s ugly! i think johnny depp is the sexiest thing on the damn planet and other people think he looks like a drowned rat. so who the fuck are you to say “wow. she’s so ugly.” when your opinion doesn’t mean a damn thing more than someone else’s?! lay off these girls. you can’t see their faces. this picture is meant to show that both body types are of equal validity. are you people really so closed-minded?
one question, then.
if the body types both have equality validity, then why are you, -control, trying to lose weight when your bmi says you’re perfectly fine?
i’m trying to lose weight because i want to. (also, i have an eating disorder…) if the girl on the right wants to, she will. if she doesn’t, i’m happy she’s happy with her body. she doesn’t need to be goaded into losing weight by people like you who call her unhealthy when you don’t know shit. that’s what i think you guys don’t get. this is a real fucking person. if you wouldn’t say this shit to her face, then you shouldn’t say it. would you walk up to her and be like, “hey, you’re unhealthy!”? no. you wouldn’t. because you’d sound like a bitch. and one of two things would happen. she’d either get upset and you’d feel terribly, i hope. or she’d school the shit out of you and tell you how healthy she is or how she doesn’t care if she is unhealthy. and you know what? that’s her prerogative. it’s her body to do with what she pleases. and it’s not your place to fucking call her ugly for it.
i’m done with this bullshit. you can continue being mean if you want.
i think i’m going to lay off tumblr for a while.
tumblr used to be a place where everyone was welcome and happy, and now it’s like i’m sitting at the lunch table with the goddamn plastics. mean girls rule everything. they have the most followers, the most asks, and if you disagree with them, you lose followers.
and it’s like they’re all 14-16. that didn’t use to be a problem. i met tons of 14-year-olds on here who had their shit together and were nice and supportive just like everyone else. they were here to lose weight, or to talk about their problems, or try to recover. and now i see these young girls who think it’s funny to make fun of someone else’s body. i can’t wait until you guys have to get in the real world. i’m 19, working and trying to save money for a wedding & medical school. it doesn’t help you in the real world to be a bitch. i promise. being accepting, nice, & courteous get you places. people will start to see through your bullshit and not like you. people want to be friends with/hire genuine people they can count on.
being pretty & thin and having a lot of tumblr followers won’t get you that GPA in college that you need to get into medical school. it won’t give you a good score on the ACT/SAT/MCAT/GMAT. promise. grow the fuck up. being a mean girl can’t last forever.
this picture is beautiful
um no this is not beautiful. I don’t wanna look at that. The girl on the right is not beautiful, she’s unhealthy and unattractive. Let’s all be honest here.
you can’t tell how healthy someone is just by looking. that girl isn’t obese. she may be a bit overweight, but certainly not morbidly obese. you don’t know that she has any kind of health problems at all. you don’t know if she lives an active lifestyle. you don’t know if maybe she has a thyroid problem. you don’t know anything. most importantly, she LIKES her body. that’s why she wrote “Beautiful” on there. who are you to tear her down? it’s also just WAY TOO DAMN IRONIC for someone with an EATING DISORDER to fucking say that someone who may be a bit overweight is healthy. like having an eating disorder is healthy. shit. you should be happy for them because they are happy with themselves.
why can’t you tell if someone’s healthy just by looking at them? if you look at someone and see they have pus-ing scars all over their body, they’re probably not healthy. if you look at someone and see their eyes clearly have pinkeye, they’re probably not all that healthy at the moment. a thyroid problem also is a health problem. if you have one, it means you’re not healthy. i know two people who actually HAVE thyroid problems and they have to take medicine and it’s certainly not something “beautiful,” it sucks. i wouldn’t call lupus beautiful. not mention that thyroid problems are extremely rare and the overwhelming majority of people are fat because they’re they don’t eat remotely healthy and don’t exercise. can we stop pretending “everyone is beautiful.” everyone is not beautiful, that’s the type of bullshit that gets fed to us by companies like dove soap, to make them look a body-positive company while they’re off selling skin-whitening soap in india. some people just aren’t beautiful.
the girl on the right is not beautiful, she’s actually pretty fucking ugly.
you can tell if someone has an injury by looking at them. or see they have pink eye. or that maybe they have hurt themselves in the past. but you can’t tell if someone has cancer by looking at them. you can maybe tell if they’re in treatment. you can’t tell when someone has high cholesterol. you can’t tell when someone has plaque in their fucking arteries. you can’t tell. you cannot tell that that girl is unhealthy by looking at her. you can’t! you can’t tell her blood pressure by looking at her stomach. fuck that. you don’t know if she’s healthy or unhealthy. you CAN’T FUCKING TELL. so for one fucking second, let’s stop pretending that we know she’s unhealthy. shit.
and i like how you’re calling her ugly when you CAN’T EVEN SEE HER FUCKING FACE. YOU CAN’T SEE IT. WHAT THE FUCK?!
ugh! and pretty and ugly are not objective! your pretty may be someone else’s ugly! i think johnny depp is the sexiest thing on the damn planet and other people think he looks like a drowned rat. so who the fuck are you to say “wow. she’s so ugly.” when your opinion doesn’t mean a damn thing more than someone else’s?! lay off these girls. you can’t see their faces. this picture is meant to show that both body types are of equal validity. are you people really so closed-minded?
theroadsofarr replied to your post: This girl, http://rosarumlecto.tumblr.com/, the girl that made this post: http://rosarumlecto.tumblr.com/post/6028566885, makes me completely sick. Seriously, what a conceited bitch.
My least favorite person on tumblr is the birdboness piece of work, that Siarra girl, and idgaf who knows it. I just… can’t. I can’t. Every time some crap of hers pops up on my dash I want to unfollow whoever posted it. Can’t. Stand. It.
oh my god. i fucking know. i saw a picture of her one time, and thought i’d follow her. but i went to her blog and saw her being really mean to anyone and everyone and fat-shaming and i was over it. she’s disgusting and mean. so i’m glad to say i don’t follow that bitch. i don’t write in her ask, and i don’t reblog her pictures. i kinda hope her tumblr will just die out. people like her are popular for a while and then people get tired of their attitude. so, i’m just leaving her alone. (:
oh, and if you’re one of the girls that worships her, bring it on. i do not care what you want to say to me. if you’re pathetic enough to defend and worship someone who only brings others down, you’re not worth much anyway.
you know. when i see girls who are hateful bitches and they have tons of followers and people who admire them, it makes me sick to my stomach. it makes me want to quit my tumblr.
i try to surround myself only with nice, positive people, and this makes me sick. it’s not cute to be mean to others. when you lose all the weight you want to lose, you’re not superior to those who haven’t or DON’T WANT TO. if i’ve said it once, i’ve said it 13894234 times: fat isn’t unattractive just because you think it is.
also, it’s not okay to use the words “retard” and “retarded” as insults.
an open letter to everyone on tumblr:
just because you like skinny bodies doesn’t mean everyone does. just because you want to be skinny doesn’t mean everyone else does. just because the guys you know like skinny girls doesn’t mean all guys do. and just because you (because of your personal hangups and prejudices) find fat people disgusting doesn’t mean they are. you hating fat people and thinking they’re lazy or stupid says far more about you than it does about them.
grow up. stop hating on everyone else.
i am so FUCKING enraged by that last photo and the comments on it.
yes, i unfollowed the girls who posted it and reblogged it. but goddamnit, that didn’t make me feel that much better. i can’t imagine being a big girl and seeing someone say “tell me you’d bang her, if all girls are attractive at every size” or whatever. fuck off. my boyfriend loves me (and yeah, bangs me) at every weight i’ve ever been. because he loves me. if a guy stopped loving me because of the weight i was at he is a fucking asshole who doesn’t deserve to “bang” me anyway.
and a person’s inherent worth isn’t in their “bangability.” it’s in their personality and soul. and obviously, if you’d make fun of someone else’s body and essentially equate them to a vagina with a few other parts attached, your worth is pretty fucking low.
For Anon
Look at her and tell me you’d bang her, if all women are attractive regardless of weight.
reverse thinspo works fucking wonders.
WHAT THE FUCK. go to hell, you guys seriously. you’re being mean bitches. you’re not worried about her “health.” you’re just being mean, catty bitches.
“Look at her and tell me you’d bang her, if all women are attractive regardless of weight.” YOU ARE A PATHETIC HUMAN BEING IF YOU ONLY FIND WORTH IN YOURSELF BECAUSE OF WHO WOULD OR WOULD NOT “BANG” YOU. and you know what, i bet someone out there would bang her. and not out of pity. maybe not even just because of her personality. (which i bet is nicer than yours) NEWSFLASH: NOT EVERYONE FINDS THE SAME BODY TYPE ATTRACTIVE. some people out there like women who look like her.
fuck the fuck off.
(via mylife-mylove-mybody)
I don’t understand you girls that ask me how to lose weight and still keep your boobs.
I want to be thin all over. I want my body to be consistent. I don’t want to have a flat stomach, thin thighs, and jutting hipbones, but still have huge sacks of fat (which is all boobs are. That’s why you lose/gain weight there so quickly.) hanging off my chest. It’s strange to me. To each her own, I guess…?
A thin girl that magically has huge T & A is the typical male fantasy. Don’t buy into that. Lose weight for you. And if it comes off your boobs, so be it. Love your body the way it’s composed. Rejoice in becoming healthier. Being healthy > big boobs. Promise (:
Three things: The girl on the left is CLEARLY NOT 105lbs. Has nothing to do with her muscle to fat ratio. Girl on the right, promotes exercise bulimia and anorexia. I use to follow her and she’s extremely unhealthy and triggering. Third thing, who is the bitch who decided to put down the girl on the left. She isn’t a tumblr girl trying to lose weight. I saw her modeling page a while back. She is healthy and happy. Quit trying to destroy people who did nothing to you.
i don’t know what either of their weights actually are, and it doesn’t matter. they both look fantastic. jesus. i’d like to look like either of them. one body type isn’t inherently better than another. lay off. (: whoever made this is kinda mean.
(via lessonsindamagecontrol)
Anonymous asked: dont callme a bitch. ur a bitch. its tumbler not cshool. its not a big deal. quit being stuck up. i called you fat. ur trying to loose weight so you obviously think ur fat.
-deep breath- here we go. me bitching and moaning, “oh my god, i’ve gotten so fat, blah blah blah.” is a hell of a lot different than my boyfriend or friend saying, “yeah, you’ve gotten kinda fat.” that would be bitchy. and mean. both of those words describe you.
also, yeah, this is tumblr, not school. but it makes you look like a dumbass when you can’t speak english correctly. (unless english isn’t your first language, but since you’re a BITCH, i am NOT giving you that benefit of a doubt. and your errors aren’t with verb tenses or weird wording. they’re with BEING A DUMBASS.)
and no, in all honesty, i know i’m not fat. i am maybe chubby. i’m bigger than i want to be, but i’m not fat. i am, however, disordered. i do have those panicked moments were all i see is a fat, disgusting person in the mirror. i’m working on it.
one day, i’ll be healthy. maybe thin, maybe not. that won’t matter. but you know what? you’ll always be a dumb, mean bitch.
GOOD DAY, MADAM.
This BUGS the shit out of me. There is nothing wrong with her. GUESS WHAT, IDIOTS, those with eating disorders don’t get boyfriends - they don’t have room for a boyfriend (or friends) when they have numbers and self-hate constantly in their mind. And if they have one, they lose him. The fact that someone took a picture of a beautiful girl and wrote this SHIT on it, pisses me off. What if she sees this???? How would you feel if this were you??? Tumblr is full of morons. I don’t even know why I bother. Last string before I get off of this shit site. I can’t believe you people. I really can’t!
Is she fat? WTF?! She is gorgeous. I mean, you can be both. But she is only one. Gorgeous. You know what kind of girls don’t get boyfriends? Bitchy cunts like the girl who edited this picture.
(via h0wtotalkdownajumper-deactivate)
I finally put together my before/after with the same background.
Before: 174 lbs
After: 134 lbs (lost the healthy way!)
5’5”
edit: I am editing this because I see a lot of thinspo blogs reblogging this. I just want to say that I lost my weight the healthy way (exercise and eating healthy foods- I eat an average of 1200-1700 calories a day) not through starving myself or disordered eating. You don’t need to starve yourself to lose weight! I don’t want my images to be used to encourage anyone to adopt unhealthy habits. Please visit my blog and check out my section “How to Lose Weight” and the other pages I’ve created. Please educate yourself. You don’t need to harm your body and mind in order to lose weight!
really wish I could delete this from weheartit because people are tagging it with mean stuff and its bumming me out
FUCK ANYONE WHO IS SAYING MEAN THINGS. YOU HAVE A GREAT BODY IN BOTH PICTURES. and i mean that. your shape is fantastic. i am smaller than the before picture, but my shape is similar and your body is AND was great. you have hips and an ass and it looks FIERCE AS HELL. fuck everyone. i’m pissy today, and this makes me mad. you look fantastic in the after picture as well, and if being at that weight makes you happier than the first weight, then i’m super happy for you! congratulations on the reward for all your hard work. (:
(via howtobeaskinnybitch)
second time i’ve seen that goddamn “abortion doesn’t make you unpregnant; it makes you the mother of a dead baby” photo. FUCK OFF I’M UNFOLLOWING YOU. YOU’RE NOT EVEN WORTH ME WRITING IN YOUR FUCKING ASK BOX. YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT WOMEN WHO GET ABORTIONS GO THROUGH. GET OFF YOUR GODDAMN PREACHY-ASS PEDESTAL AND TRY TO EMPATHIZE FOR ONE GODDAMN SECOND. FUCK.
whatever. if you want to unfollow me for being pro-choice, go ahead. but i really don’t care.
There are two things I hate in a blog that will result in unfollowing.
1) you’re bitchy to people who weren’t bitchy to you first. like, you’re mean to them for not knowing what BMI stands for or what their BMR is or whatever. Don’t run a blog and expect people not to ask you questions. Damn. You guys can ask me anything. I promise I won’t mock you or call you stupid.
2) you post “reverse thinspo.” that’s not thinspo. That’s making fun of someone else’s body. That’s NOT okay. Ever. You guys should ALL know how much it hurts when you even think someone MIGHT be saying your body isn’t good enough. How would you feel if you randomly found your picture somewhere and someone was mocking it? That’s so shitty. Grow the fuck up.




